i’ve been thinking a lot lately about the different roles i play, specifically in relation to what everyone else needs from me versus what i need from me. i realized at the retreat there are a lot of things i do because i think others expect it from me and not necessarily what i expect of me. sometimes this is a good thing since i have rarely expected me to mop the floors, but i think i need to let some of these “roles” go and focus a little more attention on what i need from me. and i think what i need from me is more chocolate…